Friday, August 18, 2017

My wife’s lifelong crush was always her next door neighbor, Rob. I loved a few doors down the street from them and she was my lifelong crush, since I was eight years old. There were so many similarities between her and I growing up. I would watch her play outside, I’d ride my bike down the street when she was out and I even befriended the annoying neighbor boy who lived on the other side of her house just to get a closer look at her when she was outside. She would sit at the window in her brother’s room watching for when Rob would get home. If his blinds were open, she would be able to see inside his room and even saw him having sex with girlfriends he had. She longed for any glimpse of him she could get. I would walk down the street in the evening and sometimes she would come out of the bath into her room wearing a towel with her blinds open. She’d close them but once she did not and I saw her naked. Other times, I would just see her sitting on her bed reading or talking to her sister. She wanted nothing more than for him to notice her and ask her out and spend his life with her. I wanted nothing more than exactly that from her. We dated in high school and were each other’s first sex (not counting the boys I’d been with orally). My parents divorced and I didn’t handle it well and we broke up for three years. In that three years, I got engaged to another girl and we moved in together right out of high school. Rob took notice of her and they started fucking. Never a date. Never even a kiss. She wanted so much more but she was a friend with benefits to him. Eventually, I got back into her life as friends and she and I started fucking. I was still engaged and still living with my fiancΓ© (who I knew was also cheating on me). Two men in her life was the happiest she’s ever been. I’d let her go back there in an instant just for that happiness. But she isn’t quite ready for that and probably never will be. He was her crush. He was exciting. He was her dream. I was her love. I was her hope. I was her comfort. I left my fiancΓ©. We married. She fucked him again eight months later. I met a guy online and we sucked each other’s dicks, I fooled around and kissed her sister, and I had several online and phone encounters and almost several other encounters sexually but guilt got the best of me before I could. We came clean one day in 2010 about our infidelity. I took it harder than she did because I knew how much she loved him. And still did. I found little notes she wrote to herself about dreams she had about him and how much she missed him and wished it could be real again. She decided she wanted me to fuck other women so we opened up our marriage and she started encouraging me to fuck several women. I joked she was my pimp. And she said that makes me her bitch. And so the nickname started. It was how we dealt with each other’s infidelity. A measure of control over it I guess. Ever since then, even to today, I’m obsessed with her feelings for him. I feel guilty for taking away what she would say was her very slim chance to be with him. He was her dream. And he was my bully. And he fucked her. And somehow, I’m stuck on a desire that I wish I could have experienced his cock too. With her. Together. Or just while she watched and laughed. I love her laugh.


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8/17/2017 Pretty in pink and cooking dinner πŸ’•


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Monday, August 14, 2017

Questions 11 to 20

subhusbandtrainer: 11. Would you rather serve as a pet or a baby? 12. Would you rather be fucked by a friend or an enemy? 13. Would you rather be penetrated by a man or a woman? 14. Would you rather be a secretary or a boss? 15. Would you rather pee sitting or standing? 16. Would you rather be punished with a cain or a whip? 17. Would you rather serve a mistress or a master? 18. Would you rather be offered money after sex or not? 19. Would you rather serve one owner or a group? 20. Would you rather lick pussy or suck dick? 11. Pet 12. Friend 13. Man 14. Secretary 15. Sitting 16. Whip 17. Mistress 18. Yes 19. One owner 20. Suck dick
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Sunday, August 13, 2017

My wife calls me her bitch all the time πŸ’•


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Needing a real friend

Ok, so I’m just gonna put this out there. I don’t know why it’s so hard to meet friends. It was so much easier when we were kids and life was simple. These days, it’s a little harder. Maybe it’s just me, but I don’t think so. So basically, I want an online friend that is into what I’m into. I want someone who can be real with me and that I can be real with. We can text and sext and vent and flirt and talk and tell secrets and send nudes and turn each other on and get each other off. We can put aside the facade and just be who we are with no judgement. Just acceptance and support. We can share our desires and mistakes and hopes and fears and accomplishments and failures and frustrations and dreams. We can explore our fetishes and kinks and taboos and experiences. We can be happy together and sad together and bored together and laugh together and cry together and lament together and just be whoever we really are in whatever moment we happen to be in. Are you also looking for this? Are you interested in a real friend? I am not choosy. I want you as you are. Man, woman, transsexual, married, single, older, younger, shy, gay, bi, straight, confused, whatever the case may be. Just be trustworthy, discrete, and over 18, please. Let’s get to know each other. My Kik is: Retifist. Or say hello here if you like. I’m waiting.
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Saturday, August 12, 2017

8/12/2017 • Dancing

Dancing to 80’s songs in my living room with my wife on a whim is the best thing that’s happened to me all week πŸ’•❤️πŸ’• Feeling her body pressed to mine… The scent of her hair… The way our bodies moved together… Hands roaming… Lips meeting… … heart pound…. I am so in love with this woman.
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/sigh πŸ™‡πŸΌ

There seriously needs to be a dating app for married men who want safe sex and friendship with other married men on the side. Seems everything out there is just hookups and send with anything that moves. I’m apparently looking for cock in all the wrong places. 🀷🏼‍♂️ I just want a best friend with benefits. More than a hook up. Less than a lover. I know he’s out there. Why is he so elusive???
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Saturday, August 5, 2017

paraphilia-userboxes: [This user is a gentle femdom]
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