It's only been four days since I allowed Erin to be in charge of my sexual release. I had an orgasm with her that first night so I am sure I sound rather pathetic when I say that it is starting to get more difficult not to orgasm. We have done nothing the last two days and nothing yet today.
I did rub my cock in the shower this morning but did not allow myself to cum. That only seemed to make things worse for me over all.
Erin and I were just talking and she forgot that we were playing this "game". She is surprised I have managed not to cum for three days. It seems I have genuinely impressed her. That is wonderful of course but I told her the urge is driving me crazy. She said, "that's kind of the point isn't it? I like you all riled up!" I'm riled.
She texted me a picture of herself naked before she got in the shower. I was in the van in a Walmart parking lot changing out of my workout clothes so I could go inside... Her picture came through while I was naked and it was so hard not to just masturbate right then. Instead, I took a picture of myself, naked, and sent it back to her.
She is dropping hints.. Teasing... About what we might do later on. I asked if we could try the exercise ball... She said maybe. I am sure I will be licking her pussy tonight. I'm not so sure I will get to cum. Part of me hopes so. And part of me hopes she makes me wait.
I can't imagine how some guys are forced to go 6 months or a year. I can't imagine. Perhaps it gets easier?
I don't know that I am interested in that kind of lifestyle. I am however enjoying the short period of teasing and denial. I want her so badly right now. Even if it's just to lick her.