I’ve had fun over the last couple of days. I had a work trip that took me out of town for two days and Erin gave me permission to have as many orgasms as I liked while I was gone.
|Cock Pic Texted to Lindsay from my hotel|
I made a mistake and left a pen in the pocket of a pair of shorts and it ruined a couple of things in the wash. I was literally in the middle of jacking off when she texted me and was very close to cumming. She was very angry and threatened to put me back on restriction. I stopped masturbating and told her I understood if she did and that I deserved it. I must have apologized twenty times. I felt so bad. I can't believe I am so stupid sometimes.
Ultimately, after letting me stew for a bit, she let me off with a warning. I did eventually finish, but that was the only orgasm I had that day (it was the first day of my trip) because doing it just made me feel guilty. It was an interesting experience actually. I was proud of myself though because I did clean up and swallow all of my cum this time. I just need to get over it and do this in front of her regardless of the embarrassment. I just wish it were easier, but I guess if it were, then what would be the point?
I felt better the next day because she seemed to have forgiven me. I had three orgasms (and cleaned up each I might add). I flirted a bit with Lindsay (a long distance girlfriend - the former co-worker I had sex with when Erin first decided we should open our marriage). I even sent her a pic of my cock - she is pretty vanilla so this was a surprise to her.